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About Rose:
I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.


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19 July 2002

1.36pm;friday

yeap.. second tutorial i am skipping today.. i know i know... must work harder for better grades.. :| hmm missed econs just now.. now skipped Lit. i don'tknow.. i just tend to be very moody in TJ. Losing my appetite too...i keep thinking and wondering. and day dreaming too.. Tommorrow is rennaisance @ SJI. Hope the oncert is good. hmm. yeah.. hopefully we manage to crash in. Just called sooch yesterday. She was busy doing her maths but we talked for a while. was good to talk to her again.. lily called later that night. then we hung up coz mel called. i really hope mel re-prints the photos for us.

I just feel so hopeless. I hate not having any direction in anything i do. I normally go about with a clear sense of what to do. But these days it's like i'm just bobbing up and down in that vast ocean which seems so bleak and endless. On the other hand many might see that ocean to be a sea of opportunities. Am i then being pessmistic? *sigh* i don't know anymore. really don't... i wish life would take me to a moment where i'lll be happy. where i could get what i want. and for once.. for that moment in time be happy with who i am and with what i have... is that too much to ask?

"late at night when all the world, is sleeping,
i stay up and think of you....
and i wish on a star.. that somewhere you are
thinking of me too...."
- Dreaming of You, Selena
rose | 06:48


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