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About Rose:
I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.


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06 August 2002

10.14am;tuesday

i think i'm skipping school too much.. :| i decided to sleep in today...hmm i don't mind school so much.. but i just feel very very down now.. *don't let me down..* ahh. that Beatles song.. hmm i don't know what's bothering me now..i need to talk to someone.. i really do.. i just feel so lost.... i keep asking why.. maybe i should be asking how.. how can i make things better? how can i change things? be more pro active.. things seem so sad now..sometimes.. in fact all the time i wonder whether it'd be much better if i could learn to stop hoping & start realizing miracles do happen.. but not to me.. coz i'm not cut out to play the "happily ever after" role. I'm doomed to damnation....

boy do i sound bitter.. yeah i guess i must appreciate things more? at least i have clothes on my back.. and food on the table. yeah.. there are lots of people all over the world suffering from kwashirkor.. and i'm well.. suffering from sadness.. my problems seem so insignificant then huh? things will get better.. i'l try harder.. work harder.. laugh harder.. and cry harder.. then things will get better....... they'll juust have to

"Someday we'll know...why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know.. why i wasn't meant for you"
-OST, A Walk to Remember
rose | 03:41


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