About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
i met up with lily yesterday.. then we joined melvin & peter to study at pine tree.. peter's such a darling.. he gave us a treat.. *wow wee* .. then did a bit of studying.. ah.. hope i can finish up mkt structures.. have math tuition later on and i gotta study for human geog test tomoro..
lily told me all abt clubbing on friday night.. wow.. sounded like so much fun.. wish i had gone.. but i guess i needed the rest.. i was sooo tired.. hmm after promos? hmm i guess i'm pretty happy now.. just need to push myself mentally.. so i can achieve gd grades.. shit triple C.. can i do it.. i knowi'lll screw math.. so yeah.. hmm then after promos.. relax
you know how sometimes you think you've managed to keep things under control.. and then something happens to make you just crumble and falter all over again.. not necessarily a bad thing.. but i hate not being in control and anticipating my next move and thoughts.. when you let emotions control you.. you tend to be vulnerable and an open book for everyone to read. Not to say however that i put on a front to disguise my thoughts and feelings but yeah.. i just.. i'm just scared that i won't do the right thing.. that i make a mistake... and end up alone and a failure... i'm not depressed or anything.. i just needed to clear my thoughts out.. or are they my feelings? emotions and thoughts.. miscible they are not.. yet.. they never cease to cloud my judgement..
"i'm not the kind of girl who gives up just like that..."
-Tide is High, Atomic Kitten
