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About Rose:
I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.


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16 October 2002

6.48am;thursday

really wish i didn't have to go to school but i can't miss lessons.. not anymore.. the A levels are next year! can't afford to play anymore.. think i skipped a tad too much school this year. must do well.. straight C's for march common tests eh. hmm my bro's not going to school today so i can leave a little later. hmm i've realized there are many things you can't control. and for those that we can many people tend to fret over those elements we can't control rather that focus on what they CAN do. i guess that's me. i gotta focus.. do what i can and hope for the best... but sometimes.. when you want something so much.. hoping does not suffice.. and as my friend told me once.. hope kills. Hmm i've got training today... feel do lifeless.. placid.. in moments like these... i miss cj sooo much... all the times.. and cedar too.. my friends... well i've got to move on & let go.. but for some things.. it's just so hard to let go.. though i know it's for the best if i do....

"it's a little bit funny.. this feeling inside..
i'm not one of those who can.. easily hide.."
-elton john, your song
rose | 23:58


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