About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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20 October 2002
6.14pm;sunday
my CG rules! we won the inter CG quiz.. haha arts fac rules man..the science fac classes.. man i'm not going to start.. i read harry potter: chamber of secrets...for the 3rd time.. hey don't be too cynical and think all this harry potter shit is over rated.. try reading it.. you'll know what i mean.. half way through amy tan's bonesetter's daughter. pretty good book.. she's struggling.. with who she is.. and with those ard her.. hmm..things keep happening one after another.. when i'm happy.. something happens to make me doubt my happiness.. and when i'm down..something else happens to cheer me up. it gets conflicting after a while... and tiring.. you just want to stop trying.. and stop giving all the time... then there are those feelings you have to conceal.. well coz it makes everything more convenient.. but it doesn't go away. it lingers there...i'm so glad i can drone off to the beatles everytime i hurt.. then i realize theat i have real friends.. my pri school best friend.. rozanah.. it's been 6 years and yeah we're still in contact.. will that be the case for any of the friendships i have now? received an e-mail from sok hong today.. was incredibly but pleasantly surprised.. we didn't have to talk to each other.. but being in each other's company just made things happier.. i could really be myself.. those are the people from the past.. from the present? well the present,it's a gift really. I have many friends.. just have to cherish them and hope they cherish me too.. i can only hope.. but remember rose, hope kills...
"one day i'll wish upon a star..
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops
away above the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me.."
-somewhere over the rainbow, tori amos