About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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22 November 2002
12.30am,saturday
"come away with me.." i want to say so much... but yet.. i can't find a way to put it.. not the slightest idea. it's not about being unable to find the right words. it's about being unable to translate the abstract thoughts verbally. hmm.. there's training later and tons of assignments and readings. i really should get going but i seem so unsettled..hmm.. as if something's going to happen... i met up with koh & lily for dinner yesterday.. and we found ourselves remeniscing back to first 3 months.. i miss those times sooo much.. i could just tell you and go on incessantly about the things we used to do.. but those moments are now gone.. *poof* i guess i have difficulty letting go of the past.. but don't you hold on to moments dearest to you? at least the past doesn't change... you know you can always count on it to be there.. and when you feel terribly alone.. you have those cherished moments to comfort yourself with.. sure they're not real.. but can you count anything to be real? real hope..real truth.. real friends.. it all seems so.. surreal.. really.. and you come to this realization.. that you can't live in the past and you have to be in the present and live for the future.. but do hold on to the past and never let it go, and for now.. for just a little while, go back to the past and come... "come away with me"..
"sometimes, i get tired of this me first attitude,
you are the one thing... that keeps me smiling
that's why i'm always wishing hard for you"
-lost in space, lighthouse family