About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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19 November 2002
8.45pm;tuesday
pics are up! new class photos( TJ) .. pics of the fd marathon at taka (extra extra) and sooch's bdae..it's been some movie marathon.. caught dangerous lives of the altar boys & double vision with lily, fad, terrence & chow wee.. mel & june didn't join us for the movies.. when that was done we got caught in the heavy rain on the way to somerset.. met sooch to collect her guitar and had mc donalds for dinner. well as for today.. caught harry potter with lily & fad. met rozzie n ziqin on the way home...
do you know how sometimes you feel vulnerable.. and it's as if you're free falling.. the more you reveal about yourself the more people can hurt you. i'm not being pessimistic or second guessing everyone's trust. but it's the feeling when you're not sure. i don't know quite know how to put it.. but that stirring feeling.. just afraid.. and you see the need to be cautious.. to be on your guard... not letting people know.. is it a defense mechanism? maybe i'm feeling vulnerable because i'm afraid people.. it's harder to say in words. But opening up can be very daunting.. i'm just afraid of getting hurt that's all.. but i guess it's not the people... is it me then? have this inkling feeling that it's time.. as time goes by.. guess things change and things grow.. with time, you learn... you love, hate..and cry.. and this time.. i'm feeling just.. afraid
"i must be strong, and carry on..." -tears in heaven, eric clapton