About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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07 November 2002
9.24pm;thursday
skipped school today.. it's the last day of school anyway.. just gotta collect my homework and result slip then. hmm..everyone seems to be troubled.. and although words of comfort.. well may not be as comforting.. sometimes.. you realize that you can't do anything.. it's not that the human mind was crafted too intricately.. for even if the human mind was created to be very simple... we homo sapiens with our simple minds.. would be too simple to understand it. is it that..simple? but why can't it be? most problems are simple.. and when thought rationally.. there are often..obvious and logical ways out.. but of course as u have so often heard.. that old adage to "follow your heart" is what complicates matters most of the time.. isn't that why i'm confused at least? i was thinking that contemplating on my own would sort things out.. reflecting? but instead you end up dissecting every single possibility and become more muddled then ever.. so what do you do? u stop feeling sad.. and happy too.. just this void.. and you don't care anymore with whatever got you upset in the first place.. you move on.. and things seem alright.. just that.. you can't deny that it's still at the back of your head.. like a splinter in your mind.. at this juncture i tell myself to shut up already.. listen to some beatles or go for a run.. it's almost as if i got myself into this headache for nothing.. whatever happens.. happens right? i just got to take it easy.. it's that simple....(?)
"wish i knew then what i know now..."
-le ann rimes, life goes on