About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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25 December 2002
11.21pm, wednesday
merry christmas everyone.. :) .. "you've got mail" is such a sweet show isn't it? *sigh* "people always say change is always a good thing but in actual fact it's something that you didn't want to happen that has actually happened" that's what meg ryan said.. i hate changes and i guess that's why.. hmm.. got my first christmas present today..sooch gave me a ring and engraved "rose" and "mc cartney".. think it's really special and nice.. well played tennis too.. man i suck. hmm i tried reading my notes in the train and all.. brain cells don't seem to be very receptive.. hmm.. i'm so drained.. school's starting soon.. all that competitiveness and constant mugging.. don't know how i'm going to take another year of it. what if i screw up geog S? hope i can grow closer to my classmates. then maybe things won't be as bad.. argh.. then there's training.. tournament's coming up soon.. i should be peaking.. yet.. i'm idle.. homework's undone.. i'm feeling just as muddled. there seems too be so many things to worry about.. but i'll just push them to the back of my mind... i can't deal with them now.. but i will.. i won't procrastinate.. i'll try to calm every fear and worry before the year ends.. but when you don't get what you want... what then?
"when I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
we used to love while others used to play....
don't ask me why, but time has passed us by"
-first of may, bee gees