About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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20 February 2003
7.10pm; thursday
swear to god i'm gonna be a mad woman soon..literally.. it's been sssooo stressed this week.. i really couldn't take it.. 3 tests and all the trainings; apart from the tutorials heaped on us.. i just broke down.. *sigh* my civics tutor called me out today.. she said i looked angsty and wondered if i was alright.. yeah pretty much.. trg and trying to cope with all that test is just really really tough. hmmm... thank god for my classmates.. siti, su ching & jin hua just crack me up.. *mua ha ha* our silly jokes and notes that drop by every now and then really cheer me up. su ching made me spew and choke on the water i was drinking during econs.. haha... i wouldn't know what to do without them... but there's the other side to class.. that facade that everyone hides behind.. sure we're civil.. but there's so much more to it.. you wouldn't believe all the conflicts.. but i know no one really cares.. they're just out to get the grades. it's sad really, but i'm glad i have my clique.. things are just fine that way.. i'm really tired from school... it's so stressed.. it's the a levels dammit.. i want my 3As.. shit. wish i had time to myself... i just want time to do my own thing.. is that too much to ask for.. there are things that i want, everyone else seems to have it.. so why not me? *sigh* oh well... time for econs... i wanna do well.. in work and trg.. i'll try, i really will...
"i would give it all, i would sacrifice..
don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
i can't help it there's nothing i want more.."
-everything i do, i do it for you, bryan adams