About Rose: I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.
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08 March 2003
12.38pm; saturday
what's the story morning glory? oasis sang that one right? hmm.. can't believe i'm still in school. stupid CIP. well andy & alexis are slacking at jinhua's house.. any they'll only be back at 1.. hmm i finished training, did some shooting and came back to school. ah must wait till those 3 come back coz they helped me collect for cip. hmm.. i really want to go home and sleep..just so tired.. *sigh*.. we had the gothic test today.. it was pretty ok.. forced myself to read jekyll & hyde for the test. hope i won't do too badly.. :| hmm.. common tests are coming real soon... and i know i have to study.. real hard at that... hmm.. i feel as though i'm in limbo now.. neither here nor there.. not quite sure what to make out of all of this. school's really nice. the clique took turns making breakfast. we had egg sandwiches on monday, chicken pie.. then potato salad...and then prawn tempura.. but then... things are just a passing memory these days... i enjoy myself, don't get me wrong.. but there aren't moments that will stay forged in my mind. maybe i'm expecting too much out of all of this. am i? just wished things were different. that i could laugh till my stomach hurt, with tears rolling down my cheeks. i feel so detached from myself sometimes. as if i'm a machine of sorts.. just churning away to the daily routine.. maybe this is life. as you get older, it's supposed to be like this.. is it? hmmmm i don't know. i miss cedar soo much.. i miss the team, 4C, the empty corridor or those dreaded jogging sessions... hmm.. so many things on my mind... esp this other one at the back of my mind.. persistent nagging.. i'm in wonderment really... maybe next week will be a better week.. then things will be different. then life will be different...
"yesterday, life was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away.. oh i believe in yesterday.."
-yesterday, the beatles