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About Rose:
I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.


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01 May 2003

8.13am; thursday

it's my biological clock... can't seem to sleep in past 7.30am.. unless i'm reaall tired of course.. well.. we trained in the rain yesterday and so i've got soggy track shoes now.. *bleah* and thank god the filming thing is over.. terribly embarassing.. and what kind of dumb race are we supposed to simulate where guys and girls run at the same time.. *smacks forehead*.. ping yee's quite nice actually... oh well.. i'm done with it anyhow.. i feel like a pendulum now.. in the midst of swinging from one extreme to another.. everything's fine.. but not really.. the class is civil, but i wished it could be closer.. haven't talked to sooch for so long... and training, tournament's next week and i'm still screwing things up and my ankle still hurts. jh and me said we're gonna really start studying after andy's surprise party.. but i'm here slacking my morning away.. neither here nor there.. when will i be certain of things around me, when do i hit the centre of the string of pendulums? only for the other end of the pendulum to be propelled into the air, in limbo again..

"when i was younger, so much younger than today
i never needed anybody's help in any way
but now these days are gone & i'm not so self assured
now i find i've changed my mind and opened up the doors"
-Help!, the beatles
rose | 01:25


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