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About Rose:
I grew up in Singapore, lived in Melbourne but currently call London home. I love gastronomic adventures, especially while travelling. I stated writing at 17 to remember how it all began.


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24 January 2008

thursday; 10.37pm

Things generally feel a little weird right now. It feels really unsettled and I feel like I'm supposed to say/ do/ realise something ground breaking because I'm at the cusp of a different phase of life and yet sometimes I find myself in the most mundane of situations feeling absolutely blase. It feels like there should be something more.. Vis at this point in time is trying because I've hit this plateau and yet we're leaving in just 4 weeks which, being the worry-wart that I am, just leaves me distressed because there's just too much more to learn. Coupled with the fact that I'm constantly struggling with the countless errands/ chores to be settled while being confronted with difficult thoughts, it leaves me yearning for something else. Not because things are bad, but because there should be something more to all of this. I just keep reminding myself that in a couple of weeks hk- paris- vienna- prague- helsinki- tokyo awaits and try to realise that everything else will come to fruition. Meanwhile, I'm hanging in there.

"confusion never stops
closing walls and ticking clocks
gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know singing"
-clocks, coldplay
rose | 11:34


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