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25 October 2025
Saturday, 5.29pm
It feels like I am finally able to resurface. And whilst I am immensely grateful that I am now cancer free, making decisions about medication and ongoing recovery has been tough. I feel stuck and this great inertia of expecting to feel well, but feeling very far from it. I am uncertain about everything around me, and uncertain about myself. I suppose everything takes time and when it all gets too much, I retreat inwards and think fondly about our time in Kennebunkport enjoying lobster at Nunan's and sailing in Rhode Island.
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